by Atman Nityananda
If you abandon Sadhana in order to avoid this Sadhana-ego you are left
with nothing except egoism. Egoism plus Sadhana is better than egoism minus
Sadhana.
~Swami Sivananda
Liberation is the dissolution or
the death of the ego which is a field of energy
crystallized in our bodies. Liberation has nothing to do with an enlightened
ego. There cannot be never an enlightened or liberated ego.
Liberation is neither
for the ego nor for the consciousness which is already free. Liberation is for the
mind. When the mind after intense spiritual practice (sadhana) becomes free
from all egoic tentencies, rajas and tamas then liberation takes place for none
and the mind celebrates its unity with the spirit or Consciousness.
But some neo-advaita or
non-teachers as they call themselves like Tony Parsons claim that the spiritual
practices enpower the ego instead of dissolve it. They claim that is impossible
the ego to be eliminated by sadhana by the very fact that the sadhana is done
by the ego. They say that sadhana and the dissolution of ego is a
contrantiction because the ego itself is enganged in sadhana and this keeps the
ego alive.
They think like this
Who wants the liberation? The ego
wants it.
Who does spiritual practices (meditation, japa nama, prayer,
purifiacation etc.)? The ego does it.
If the ego does everything how can
the ego die?
By thinking like this they conclude that
by doing spiritual practices, the ego perpetuates its existence and maintains
in us the illusory sense of a separate mind-body entity who acts with an
apparent free will.
These arguments appear logical and reasonable but they are a fallacy. It is obvious that
these people ignore what is spiritual life and sadhana and what really happens
in the inner life of a sadhaka.
I put here my arguments
that show the fallacy of these neoadvaita opinions.
Since thousands of years great spiritual
masters like Buddha, Jesus Christ, Pythagoras, Nisargadatta,
Sankaracharya, Swami Sivananda, and many others became
enlightened by doing rigorous sadhana (spiritual practices) for a long time. After their enlightenment they gave in the
public certain spiritual teachings and practices to help all those who were
ready to follow the spiritual path in order to eliminate
their ego and realize Oneness or God
consciousness..
All these great masters are divine incarnations
and radiate fully the divine light,
wisdom and love. They have a powerful spiritual aura that can transform any human being which is in resonance with them. The
very fact that all these divine beings have spread their teachings to humanity
and have called people to practice them is an unquestioned proof that
liberation is possible by doing spiritual practices.
Let see now what really happens
by doing sadhana in order to dissolve the ego and realize the Truth.
First of all I want
to declaire with emphasis that we are not in the spiritual path because of the
ego and that the spiritual practices are not
done by the ego. Our true Self propels us to find the truth and not the ego and the
sadhana is done by the body, the mind, the senses and the vital energy. It is
true that the ego claims that It, is the agent or the doer of the practices and
the ego also thinks that the impulse to find the truth is also a desire of its
own, while it is not. As I said this longing
for freedom and unity comes from our heart within not from the ego.
It is natural these
two illusions to happen because in the
beginning of the spiritual journey the ego is the center of our
life, it is strong and plays the agent of everything that happens in us.
It is certain that
the ego is entangled in sadhana, and is also obvious
that the ego wants to prevent us to do sadhana.
Swami SIVANANDA says that ego can be classified in three kinda:
There are three kinds of Ahankara, viz., Sattvic egoism, Rajasic egoism and Tamasic egoism. Sattvic egoism will not bind a man to Samsara. It will help the aspirant to attain the final emancipation.
Thus becomes clear that there is a part of the ego and mind also the sattvic one which help us to eliminate the lower tamasorajasic one which creates many obstacles in order to make us abandon the sadhana. The ego knows that by following a spiritual life will lose its pleasures and that by sadhana is going to be eliminated. In the beginning we cannot avoid all these things because we are strongly identified with the ego and our buddhi is hypnotized and manipulated by the egoic energies.
Swami SIVANANDA says that ego can be classified in three kinda:
There are three kinds of Ahankara, viz., Sattvic egoism, Rajasic egoism and Tamasic egoism. Sattvic egoism will not bind a man to Samsara. It will help the aspirant to attain the final emancipation.
Thus becomes clear that there is a part of the ego and mind also the sattvic one which help us to eliminate the lower tamasorajasic one which creates many obstacles in order to make us abandon the sadhana. The ego knows that by following a spiritual life will lose its pleasures and that by sadhana is going to be eliminated. In the beginning we cannot avoid all these things because we are strongly identified with the ego and our buddhi is hypnotized and manipulated by the egoic energies.
It is a fact that the ego wants desperately to survive and tries its best to achieve it by any means. Thats why many follow the spiritual path but very few (until now ) have succed in this endevour.
During our spiritual journey the ego creates many
illusory identifications, projections and superimpositions in order to impede
the buddhi, (intellect, intelligence) to be conscious of the ego-tricks. Ego
tries its best to cloud the Buddhi because it is certain that if the ego’s
identifications and illusions are revealed by the power of discernment of the
buddhi then the ego will lose its sovereignty over the mind and intellect and
little by little the ego-energy will dissolve by the power of spiritual
practices and the divine energies that are invoked by the aspirant.
By doing firmly and decisively sadhana the egoic energies and tendencies gradually are
eliminated and after years of practice the ego
becomes very thin and weak. This enable us to practice easily and without effort deep meditation and samadhi. By practicing deep
meditation and samadhi the ego fade more and more and the mind
becomes still, serene, objectless and is absorbed in its center (pure Consciousness, Beingness, Existence, tell it as you like).
When the samadhi deepens by ceaseless
practice and by the grace of God (and the grace of God is assured for anyone who sincerely seeks the
Union with Him) , the ego cannot find any support and dissolves totally and
forever. Then freedom or liberation is achieved.
According my experience and understanding we
can see the case of enlightenment in the following way:
When a man wants to earn money there are two
possibilities: The first is to work hard and intelligently and little by little
to get it. The other is to wait by doing nothing until the day (if ever
comes that day, who knows) to win the lottery or inherit a rich heritage.
Similar is the case of liberation. The first
possibility is that someone can wait until liberation happen accidentally (if
it will happen at all) and the other is to do something (sadhana) methodically and systematically according
the guidance and the teachings of enlightened masters or advanced sadhakas. (if one has a good karma, this is possible to happen
relatively soon and easily).
Of course enlightenment and bondage from the
absolute point of view are illusory. What ever
existed, exists and will exist is only boundless freedom and unconditional love
and bliss.
It is obvious that until the achievement (by none) of the state of
liberation (in reality it is not a state but I cannot communicate better through
words), this 3D world and the individual seeker with his pleasurable and
painful experiences will appear as a solid reality.
I conclude with few
verses from Vivekachudamani one of the best Advaita books written by Adisankaracharya one of the greatest advaita Hindu masters of the past..
569.
Bondage and Liberation, which are conjured up by Maya, do not really exist in
the Atman, one’s Reality, as the appearance and exit of the snake do not abide
in the rope, which suffers no change.
570.
Bondage and Liberation may be talked of when there is the presence or absence
of a covering veil. But there can be no covering veil for Brahman, which is
always uncovered for want of a second thing besides Itself. If there be, the
non-duality of Brahman will be contradicted, and the Shrutis can never brook
duality.
571.
Bondage and Liberation are attributes of the Buddhi which ignorant people
falsely superimpose on the Reality, as the covering of the eyes by a cloud is
transferred to the sun. For this Immutable Brahman is Knowledge Absolute, the
One without a second and unattached.
572. The
idea that bondage exists, and the idea that it does not, are, with reference to
the Reality, both attributes of the Buddhi merely, and never belong to the
Eternal Reality, Brahman.
573.
Hence this bondage and Liberation are created by Maya, and are not in the
Atman. How can there be any idea of limitation with regard to the Supreme
Truth, which is without parts, without activity, calm, unimpeachable,
taintless, and One without a second, as there can be none with regard to the
infinite sky ?
574. There is neither death nor birth, neither a bound nor a struggling soul, neither a seeker after Liberation nor a liberated one – this is the ultimate truth.
Peace, Love and harmony